"You have no right to argue with your Creator.

You are merely a clay pot shaped by a potter." Isaiah 45:9 CEV

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Ouch! The verses go on to say that the clay doesn't ask ,"where are the handles?". How many times have I asked and questioned God about things in my life? "why have you chosen us for this purpose? what is the purpose of all of this? what are you doing?"

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In my defense I'm not asking "where are my handles?"...I'm screaming,"why won't you make my handles disappear?!?!?". Caleb is 4 months now and I'm only 15lbs lighter than when I had him. (Let me clarify...when I checked into the hospital...so 6lbs of my loss is Caleb) I want to be honest with you. Now, as I'm sitting here typing this...I've just finished a Kit Kat. I KNOW!